'What, like it's hard?' European Leadership Academy
There are many ways to describe the experience that this Summer School provides, yet none that does it justice. How is it possible to write about something that cannot be understood through other than direct experience? As a young woman, yet one of the oldest participants in this edition, the thought of sharing these lines publicly is, I admit, intimidating. Upon meeting the remarkable participants on the first day and engaging with the brilliant speakers and trainers thoughtfully selected by the organizing committee, it was easy to succumb to self-doubt.
However, as I continued to collaborate with them and have meaningful conversations, my feelings of inadequacy gradually faded. These wonderful ladies showed to me boundless grace, kindness, empowerment, and unwavering support. They fostered an environment where I simultaneously felt safe and brave, vulnerable yet powerful, humble yet unstoppable. The members of the jury and the guest speakers treated us, young women, as if we were colleagues or friends, demonstrating an astounding level of trust in us and our capabilities.
I distinctly recall Sabina's words when we parted ways: "See you in Brussels." Her certainty regarding my eventual presence in the EU Commission or anywhere around it left me somewhat confused. Whether or not I'll find myself there, we’ll see, but one thing is undeniable: her faith in me imbues me with a sense of responsibility for the future. I will undoubtedly play a role in shaping it, and my efforts to drive positive change are held accountable.
Returing home in Romania, I couldn't help but hold my head high, a newfound surge of confidence flowing through me, leaving me feeling ready to take on anything. It might sound like a cliché, but my perspective clearly underwent a profound shift throughout that week in Valencia. Suddenly Europe didn't seem so big and intimidating, rather, it felt like a canvas of opportunities where change was not only conceivable but also within our grasp. I felt as if each of us already possessed the agency and determination needed to contribute our part in reshaping the world. No matter if “the world” meant our cities, the organizations we are part of, our small communities. We are catalysts for change.
This wasn't the result of any drastic personal changes on my part. I remained the same. While I occasionally harbored thoughts that I could have performed better in certain group work situations or asked more insightful questions during Q&A sessions, I came to the realization that these insecurities didn't define my worth or my impact. I am enough, and that inner shift sparked something within me to dream bigger.
Now, with almost three months having elapsed since Valencia, the feeling still resonates strongly within me: I am part of something far grander than myself. Through this newfound connections, I am driven and inspired to embark on a journey of accomplishments, confident in my ability to make a meaningful contribution to the world.
Dora Ioana Crisan on 13/11/2023
